Sunday, March 13, 2011

settled water, a solemn drip, splashing, rippling, tidal waves can't stop me now.
the gurgling of the siphon, wanting to steal my every last moment of existence.
it can, at any point, destroy everyone.
but it's tactful, it's smart, it's clean, it's going to start.
but, it destroys from the inside, it starts where it matters,
it's gonna kill you, and you know it.
it's going to destroy us all.


i got a new card in the mail

barely only breathing, our tendons, are hanging us dry.
let it be known, let us be free, bring on the death traps,
and open the gates.
we're doin' this alone, we are gutting this like a tramp.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

tumbled fathers

tumbled fathers

we were young and impressionable, you were old in your own way.
you could tell me everything there was to know about a weathered trees, irregular soil and faded memories.
times and times ago, you were my age, without a father, fumbling up broken tree limbs,
jumping out of trees into the water, splashing, washing your fears on shore with the aftermath of your splash.
but, we were different, the fury ii’s turned into crown vics, and snuff turned into a soft pack of menthols,
we were young and impressionable, and you were old in your own way.
you could tell me about how you jumped over a ditch one time, after being chased by the cops,
only for them to get the wind knocked plum out, since their old bones couldn’t achieve the distance.
you would tell me about your daddy running shine and killing time with a bottle.
you could tell me about how your momma would work in the fields and cotton gins all through the weekend.
her back is slightly bent, from working on the land.
and the last time i saw her, i cried.
i cried because there is so much life in that bag of skin, but it’s been used up.
i want to hold her like a baby, and tell her that it’s okay to go.
she is old and impressionable now, and i am old in my own way.
you can tell me everything is part of a great master plan, the cross of Christ and all that talk.
i just want to get some feathers tattooed on my arms and learn how to fly.
i just want a father to grow old with, i want a mother that can see the possibilities of me not believing,
i have a daughter to look in the eyes everyday, and by god i promise she will get everything she ever wants.
times and times ago, you were my age, without a thought, without a care, just fumbling through the aftermath.
we are young and impressionable, like dirt, like air, like feathers that carry the wings.
if for some reason we all leave here today, remember that we were the ones that made this different.
we are all young, and we’ve gotta’ grow old before we grow up.

i found this collar

i found this collar, i guess i should call the owners.
i was fiddling around with something else, when I got caught in this bear trap.
i was chasing this herd of wolves, but someone called them a pack.
but you see, they're wrong, cos' my soft pack of menthols got washed away by the current.
and i was wading up the creek, and there was a gully too.
and a big canyon, and a big dark nothing.
but, i couldn't think of what was up, so i fell down.
now, i found this collar, i guess i should call the owners.
cos' i was fiddling around with something else,
and now i cant see land.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

touch things

touch things make me go CUH-RAY-ZEE
i'm gonna twist my hair out of my head.
nervous twitch.
nervous twitch, twitch, twitch.
Oh, Ringo.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

It's like i grew some smarts or something

i can't see myself living in your town anymore.
i can't see myself speaking your language, i feel that if i did, people would think i was just making it up. You see, if you can't communicate with someone, speaking in a certain language, then it becomes a series of noise. Worthless really, unless you teach someone. I'd like to teach someone how to speak my language. I'd teach them the basics, how to eat nails and take hits with a spike bat.

i aint done this in too long

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

this isn't what i mean to say

yet, the time has come.
the last is in the ground,
this section of the city is dead.
much like this room.
why are people so easy?
why are times so tired?
palm-muted guitar solos
the only metaphor i can give you.
maybe i had said something
that the world can't get over.
i wish i could make it better.
but, maybe i could just hope you fail,
in every single way.